Last days .

The body is not what it once was. It has aches and pains and no longer snaps back after operations nor does it heal well after exercise and work. So i do not know if these are to be my last in a submissive role perhaps i have had my last days already.

The desire is still there but the ability might not be. I feel that there is something not right i cannot put my finger on and i hope this vacation will heal all ills like a good tonic we will see.

So my friends the decision as to what i will be might already be made for me .