Friday, August 15, 2008

Inspections



I have a love hate relation with inspections . On one hand I love the degrading humiliation of standing naked in front of a future Owner as they look , probe and experiment with your body. Much like you would open and close the doors of a used car.

The inspection does serve a purpose, before you get into service or play there is no surprises on the physically side. It is on display for them They have the right to finger , probe stretch anything they want. While not a session nor is it giving my slavery to them I do give it freely before any titles are transfered. I have a 54 year old body while my mind is still sort of sharp some might not appreciate the body under the clothes . So I let or rather insists that before we come to a agreement they take the time to do a throughly inspection. They cannot stretch me out on a cross and see about pain thresholds but they can deliver a few slaps to see how I mark. what good is it for me besides the humiliation ? It gives me the chance to see how they interact with their property . Their touch is strong or soft, aggressive or laid back it is important for me to see and feel this initial time. Allows me some insight into their nature and what type of Dominant they are

The long term good outweighs the embarrassments, better than say ing yes and finding out afterwards that they do not like what they got sort of letting the buyer beware.So for those of you this is might be what you fantasy you just might not get that on the other end of the line


Before playing any games on line or going farther than a chat well have coffee for a start but make sure an inspection is in order you might be shocked when the clothes are off.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

slave mind or just going weird

My wife knows but does not wish participation in having me as her slave. SO I have started a routing . Every morning before she wakes up I make her coffee and serve it to her i her bed. I make the bed every day in the nude she has not questionsed me yet as why in the nude but it usually right before or after my shower. I use my toothbrush to scrub my genitals with tooth paste including my ass crack and between my legs. Just to feel a little of the pain that I wish to have and be able to work through.

So a question or two have I stepped over the edge ? This I think borders on non consensual as I am using her or at least serving her as a dominant. She doe snot like it when I clean the house naked as she fears ht the neighbors might see me .

I wonder if this was offered to another woman by her husband, coffee in bed , meals made , clothes washed and pressed ,dishes washed , house cleaned, naked all the time and at her beckon call Would others feel so so little desire to own a slave? Would they relish and enjoy the service and perhaps take a little part in assuring the slave remains happy in his service. Time to ponder if you have a comment on what you think please let me know